Current mood:	worried
Current music:	Unwell by Matchbox 20

21 Days Sober!!!
Okay, all this entry is going to be is ranting and my random thoughts, so feel free to skip this one.

Okay, I have court tomorrow. I am so scared. I am so scared I'll loose my license for another six months. I'm scared if I have to do too much community service and meeting I'll loose my job. I'm scared this will stay on my record forever. I'm just terrified.

I know people say don't worry because worrying does nothing. I can't help it. I mean, it is so scary. I at least wished I knew what I was up against.

I've now been sober for a very long 21 days. I know I have people who care about me. I know I do. I just feel unmotivated today. I hope I remember this the rest of my life, so I don't make the same mistake twice.

I'm am eating something because I haven't eaten in 24 hours and I need to get some food in me for work. I better get motivated because I'm still in my PJ's.

God,
Please help a screw-up like me today. I need your guidance more than ever. God, I know I have been wrong. I am truly sorry. I am ready to get through this experience and hopefully learn from it. Please help me.