Well, I made it through the Christmas season. Things should be getting back to normal now. People should soon go from rude irratating idiots to something that is half-decent again. Working retail during the Christmas season was no picnic.
However, the new year comming up is making think about sobriety. I wonder if there is any way to have fun and be social without alcohol. Or I wonder why can't I be like normal people and drink every once in a while and have fun. Why does me being an alocholic suddenly make me a freak? Why does it mean I can't go out and have fun?
It seems like everyone is out there drinking. There are no types of parties and celebrations that does not include alcohol. Does this make the whole country alcoholics?
There is even mention of wine in the Bible. Does this make it okay to drink sometimes? I'm just really confused about this.
Well, now I have more free-time to myself. It is time to focus on everything I've been neglecting since the day after Thanksgiving. It is time to clean house both litterally and figuratively. In some aspects it is also time to start wrapping some things up.
Well, I don't work today. However I still need to go to the gym, becasue I went only once last week. Maybe that will get my mind off some things.
Current Mood: 
drained
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