Fighting Alcoholism

4 weeks!!!
Now, I am four weeks sober. Okay, the court case. The case got dissmissed. The arresting officer didn't show. The wittnesses didn't show. God works in weird wonderful ways. I have been working a lot lately and today is my day off. I went to a meeting last week. We all talked about God. I know God is there for me. Even through all my screw-ups. I learned more about God talking to the people in AA than I have reading the Bible and going to church. I am still a little worried that I'm not good enough. I try every day to be a better person. I know it is hard. I still keep my faith in God. I really don't know everything that is going to happen after I die. I am not even sure of all it takes to get to heaven. I know a lot of religions have different opinions on this. I just perfer to to read the Bible and draw up my own conclusions.

I should be able to get my license back this week. I'm staying out of trouble. I should be getting some time off in January to where I can go to more meetings and do step work. I joined a a fittness club. I figured I should start doing something good for my body for once. I do need to lose 15 pounds. So, I'm keeping myself busy and out of trouble.

Current Mood: grateful

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